I’ve always wished to have one of these moments.. Where I’m looking at how beautiful my surroundings are, and he is gazing at me thinking I’m what’s beautiful. Had a few opportunities for it to happen, but instead I got ” lets fuck” or “Mind If I smoke now?” He was always looking at me, but it’s like he never really saw me.
Maybe someday the right one will come along that looks at me like I’m beautiful.